How are you today?

People asked me that all day today and I kept saying fine. After I talked to my mom on the way to the gym and we cried together I started answering how I really felt. Today is October 30 and it would have been my parents 23rd wedding anniversary. I miss my dad. My mom misses my dad, Shari and Jon miss my dad and all his grandchildren miss him too. Some days are harder than others and today is a hard day. It is the kind of day I just want to get in bed and pull the covers up over my head. I miss him. Each day I miss him more. I am so sad.